Deadly Blog

Hmm… for all thats worth, i moved to my new place in casa subang (finally) where i can have a home. At last… i can have the freedom to have my own room n wat i want to do with it…. kekes…

Well, back to the topic, i really want to chase this girl whom i lost contact with while studying for her SPMs about a year back during the days, lately about 2 months ago, she starts turning up again. She has changed quite alot. From an Emo~queen to be much more like an ordinary girl. I had the tought of asking her to prom the 1st time…. but wasn’t daring enuff as i wasnt close with her neway…

After our 1 year of silence from each other, i wanted so much to get to know her better n be her fren instead of a hi~bye fren… so everything went well n we did get closer…. the fucking problem here is that she never had a BF n has really really high expectations on how her future BF is gonna be… well.. i dun think that guy will actualy show up in her life neway, but watever it is…. i want to be that guy… haha..

So i started digging some valueable informations about her from previous guys whom tried to kao her… well it did help me alot… at the same time urging me to GO FOR HER even more! Neway… we started playing together, msn’ing, sms’ing n bla bla bla… It did felt great… lol… i dunno y….

Now the problems came when, she likes guys to hang on to her as long as posible, well i dun blame her as she needs to see if the guy has sincerity or not. Then she gave me tips about, when if she gets out of hands in her temper, she love to endulge herself with a magnum almond ice-cream n an ice milo. If thats the case, can i assume that she wants me to get ready for future arguements and stuff OR just wants me to buy her her favourite food…. then she told me that guys who does this gets more "points". In that way is kinda hinting me to do it rite?

The first time i fetched her back, she asked me, y i like her? i was like wtf… but i just answered, i liked her because she is not like others girls whom dress up to impress…. she is just soo sooo soooo soooo simple….. lol… i like it that way, as she tought me not to be someone that u’re not… u think she dun have the money for branded? please… she is loaded… just that she finds it no point… then the most unforgetable thing from her is her SMILE!… it is soooo sweeettt… haha..

She knew that i liked her from frenz reactions n personally my own actions, sooo.. i did fetch her back from college a few times. There was 1 fren who actualy calls me her driver… WTF? But neway, i really want to know where she stay n get to know her with some precious 1 on 1 time… keke… Hmm… well guys out there… if u fetch ur GF back everyday, will that matter? then in another ocation when an other someone u want to wooo, would you fetch her back everyday? Do bare in mind, allowance n time is on the line… n it has to go on for quite long be4 u can prove to her that u have sincerity… hmmm…. i dunno wat to do man… Money wont be the issue, but is it worth it?

i like her alot, n as time goes by, more feelings start to come in… but if she likes me then i am the luckiest guy in the world… but if she just needs a fren to be there, a transport back home, or just a person to use… then i am fucked!~ should i just ask for her confirmation as in take it or leave it… or continue wat i am doing? lol…

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