Deadly Blog

Besides my soul been hunted by my future thinkings… one things for sure… I DID IT! Just as anyone of u guys reading this happens to hear it on monday 5th Nov… I made a call to FLY.fm to arrange a date with Joey. I really do think that i love her… No doubt she said ‘yes’ on air… i really hope she means it… I am nothing but a guy that can only offer her my loyalty n nothing more at this point… will she accept me?? haizz…Well.. a date is a date… y should i think so much rite..

But i really do love her… should i say that i love her? She knows i like her but i dun think she knows i am loving her… lol… I meant wat Jules n Prem quoted for me… "She would bring a meaning to my life". What should i do man… I hate loving her…

I am in genting n all i can assume that my frenz back in FTZ will be having a boring day as our good fren BinTankPetirH aka Ronald will be going back to Indonesia… He was a good companion in game and in person… i only knew him for 3 months and he has be a fren to me… so pls take care back in Indonesia bro…

Well… besides that.. i really dunno wat to do now man… toughts been trown all over my brain. My mum asked me a question this morning… What do you think of ur life in 10 years time?… I answered that i will be a successfull man with a family that i can love… but from the rate that i am going… i really dunno wat i will turn up to be…